Indecisive, and big confession

“Do you want to get a welcome rug?”- asked Jimmy as we were walking around home depot. “Sure”- I was excited to get something for our home, so far we had nothing. And then we got to the rugs, the selection wasn’t big, and one would think it would be pretty easy to decide. Apparently, not me. I immediately felt the anxiety creeping up, and all of the sudden, that decision felt unreachable. Something that we would wipe our feet on, something that would be outside our door, I was simply too scared to make the wrong decision. I tugged on Jimmy’s sleeve, and said: “Can we decide this later?”

It was clear! I was in no shape to make any decisions, if I couldn’t decide on a welcome rug, how would I ever decide on anything else???

Here is a big confession! We hired a decorator! And it was the best decision! She is amazing, truly talented, and amazing person. After one visit to our empty condo, with just one color on the walls, and a few boxes, she delivered this! And we started spending right away!